shabbat is here

SHABBAT IS HERE! A DAY THAT WAS SET ASIDE TO MARK THE COMPLEX JOURNEY OF CREATION! THE WORLD IS SO MANY THINGS AT ONCE AND YOU ARE SO MANY THINGS AT ONCE! MAYBE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE SIMPLE AND LOGICAL, BUT IF SHABBAT HAS TAUGHT US ANYTHING IT'S THAT WE CAME FROM CHAOS AND ALL THAT WE ARE IS A TANGLED BRAID OF BREAD, DELICIOUS AND HARD TO REPLICATE PROPERLY. I KNOW IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE TRYING TO HOLD SO MANY THINGS IN AT ONCE, YOU WANT TO BE A COHERENT CONCEPT BUT GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK. BE SOMETHING MESSY AND TRUE THIS SHABBAT. BE INCONSISTENT AND CONTRARY. EMBRACE THAT DISSONANCE IN YOURSELF AND KNOW IT'S PART OF HOW YOU WERE MADE! HUMANS ARE THE ONLY CREATURES THAT GET TO HAVE INTERNAL CONFLICT (EXCEPT MAYBE OCTOPUSES, UNCLEAR) SO LET'S LEAN INTO THAT TOGETHER. SHABBT IS A GREAT DAY TO THINK ABOUT WHY THAT IS THE WAY IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO DISTILL YOURSELF. YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE. YOU CAN BE COMFORTABLE WITH HOW THINGS ARE BOTH DIFFERENT AND TOGETHER AND BEAUTIFUL ALL AT THE SAME TIME. AH PEOPLE ARE WEIRD AND DON'T MAKE SENSE AND I LIKE IT. I LOVE SHABBAT AND I LOVE YOU!